To the parents who cannot see the suffering of their child

To parents who thaught that they were right

To the parents who refused to listen to the shit that left un heard

To the parents Who are in their own ride

We children just want some attention from your Thaughts

We just want to share each and every fucked up calls

We just want to hug you and cry out all the hidden traumas we have

We just want you to know that we raised ourself well

We just want to tell you how cruel this world is to us

We just want to share our journey of how we made space in this world

We just want to tell you that due to your ignorance we went on love hunt

That we had to find an outer love

That we had beg people to listen to us

That we had to let people use us

That we had to blame our selfs for the crime we never committed

That we had to give soo much to people for a little attention in return

We just want to tell you that we are broken

We just want to cry in your lap with your hands in my head consoling me telling me that its not my mistake this world is bad

We just want you to tell us that everything will be fine

That you are right

That its the day that is bad and not the life

That you as parents are always by my side

We just want you to sit beside us ignoring my mistake and not me

Raising me well not let me be

We children just want you people to hold us no matter what

If you are with us we will solve our problems without any hurdles

But you are busy in your own agony

Its not your mistake its just my destiny

If you could you would be by my side

Telling me baccha everything will be all right

We were not by your side coz we were handling our own shit

Explain us childern what is bothering you this late at night

But our thoughts are just on paper

Which means that i have to accept my destiny sonner or later

That still i have to fake smile in front of you

Because now i don't want you to be bothered