AND I NEVER GIVE UP

It's afternoon 2.15 and I'm thinking about my life now that Saniya, who was a little kid, turned 30.
Now also remembered the day when my father would take me to school,that little kid who doesn't interested in syllabus that day when my teacher complained to mother about my studies and telling her “please be strict with her she always writes stories in classroom” ooo that little girl I was too funny they don't know how much I like to write stories or articles.

I was not so good in studies but I wanted to take part in extracurricular activities. I used to run fast but sometimes because of grades teachers not giving me a chance to take part students were saying I was lazy because I never say a single word but I ignored them because I was living in my own world.

When I was in tenth grade, my principal said she will fail in boards that hurt me a lot so I decided I will prove to her that I can also clear ssc so I started working day and night and with average percentage I cleared my ssc.

When I went to college I was so happy and enjoyed a lot with friends but I forgot I wanted to study also so I failed in hsc board,that was the toughest part of my life.

I leaved my friend circle and started to gain islamic knowledge with studies but the day I can't forgot my head was paining and I got paralyzed doctor said to do ear operation that was too scary my life in hospital were like I can't even see the sky.After my operation my family taken me to my grandmother’s home at that place at night I started vomiting so they taken me to hospital doctor taken my MRI and after that they said we want to do brain operation because the pus entered the brain.

That was the toughest time of my life. The doctor said we don't have any guarantee that she will live or will go to coma or be paralyzed or may she die,they cut my whole hair. That was the dangerous situation that I faced.

My father did signature and they gave sleeping pills to mother so that she can't see me after the operation. God saved my life and now I'm alive. After some months I completed my HSC and after that I never looked back and now I'm postgraduate.

I wrote my first book childhood The Pillar of Success in lockdown but my book didn't get successful . I said to myself don't stress about writing, so now I'm writing my second book.

After post graduation I went to school for teaching, but they don't value it. They just think it doesn't matter how much qualification you have, you just want to be experienced.

I don't understand society's concept if you're not giving chance to freshers, how would you expect them to be experienced.They are just giving little bit money to teachers. They are giving education and you're giving them this much money. I given ugc net exam but not cleared.I even try in my college for teaching but they think students can't be a good teacher.

Now I'm also struggling, writing any articles or stories and writing my book. I think we want to do whatever we like the most. So do hard work and enjoy your journey have patience, and which I'm happy is that I never give up.